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Originally Posted by .star  why no sex?
I am not giving up anything. |
Because I feel it is getting rather excessive. I don't have time to do other stuff. It is eerie, I am a person with extreme self control (I mean, relatively) so this is discomforting (my progress is given below). thank you for the support though.
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Originally Posted by Striker I can imagine why you are doing this. things I want to quit are:
Porn (does it come under sex?)
Violence
ROX (Darkside is an angel!)
Things I wanna do more
Exercise
Reading (Fiction) |
Porn under sex? Anything that you do on your own doesn't constitute sex (it is just entertainment isn't it?) but sure quit porn. I am surprisingly not that dependent on porn though.
Why do you want to read more fiction?
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Originally Posted by Eli Stones they'll do no such thing.
oh, good luck, Dreader. Although, I am of the opinion that there is just no such thing as too much. |
Well I would usually agree with you. I am the poster boy for doing what you feel like doing whenever but nonetheless doing who... not working out for me.
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Originally Posted by Amber all due respect. sex won't kill you but drugs will, that is all I am going to say. |
You've said a lot... that is not appreciated.
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Originally Posted by Josh all due respect, if you're having sex and there isn't a chance of getting killed then you are not doing it right trust me!
oh and shit I wanna give up;
Canada, I don't ever want to ever go to fucking canada. I'd rather be ball gagged and killed than visit Canada. I so wish my dad would move from fucking Canada.... well... no reason crying about it. Dreader, dude, look at me, you've made me in to a homo, crying out my feelings and shit. Damn! |
lol! this is precisely what I am talking about.. we're so desensitized to it. What do you mean when you say you want to "Give up Canada", that isn't really a thing but sure, don't go there anymore. Maybe you can threaten to kill yourself and get your dad to come back home and then get him on the do not fly list so that he can't go back... just a thought.
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Originally Posted by evelyn lol @ getting killed while having sex.
sorry to hear about your Dad and Canada. I feel like I should quit something as well... maybe coke zero or something |
go for it. coke zero isn't really zero... say what I am knowing?
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Originally Posted by Lucas West like the pimp says to his whores "I support you" |
that is just what I needed, a new pimp.
My Progress
Since I've made this sanction (sex sanction), I have been tempted left and right. And I am even tempting myself, or giving in to tempting thoughts. It's like every girl in the world, starts to look beautiful when you want to give up sex.
Everything about them, the way they talk, the way they smell. The unbelievably mesmerizing ways they do their hair, all the time they spend on fake-up, the hours spent doing yoga... You start to appreciate the intricacy of their race, and our mating habits.
I understand that what I do with a girl will lead to nothing, my biology is tricking me in to liking and wanting sex (serotonin, dopamine, testosterone) and like a clever hunter I am tricking my biology in to giving me pleasure and sweet release without giving in and fathering a child (birth control/pulling out, anyone?); the whole purpose of this being nothing except if you count the pleasure the girls get, which I assure you blows their minds each time, every-time.
I got very preoccupied thinking about the beautiful women around me, so amazed listening to their voices. And I gave in, twice in the morning (11:00).... I felt so terrible afterward, like I failed myself. And it was like a clock getting reset, I had to start over now. All the love I felt for the female race left me, along with my army of my sea-men (spunk, ladies and gentlemen, we all have it - figuratively)... To say I felt terrible would be an understatement.
Ok.... It was 22:00, I was heading back home but got invited to a small gathering, which turned out to be a rather large gathering, a send off of sorts for a good friend. There were women everywhere, and the love I felt for them had seemingly returned (to my pants)... for some reason.
I started negotiating with myself, I already broke the covenant (to not fuck) already today so maintaining celibacy wasn't really important... The day wasn't over, I could still fuck, and get it out of my system....
I led a beautiful maiden upstairs and lost all love for women once more... Clock reset again. I am going to try and stay away from temptation as much as possible today, I am really truly going to try.
Status:
FAILURE
Thank you all,
Love but no sex,
Dreader
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